Is boring. It is oddly boring not being self destructive and having things go right in your life for once. Sure it’s peaceful, but why do I feel like something is missing? :/ I’m more productive and healthy mentally, but at what cost? » Continue Reading
I’m the most social bastard alive when it comes to cute fluffy animals(yes, I do have one-sided conversations with any cat or dog that I see :,3 plz don’t judge), but my brain immediately forgets that skill whenever another human being tries to approach me. I can’t tell if it’s just the neurodivergence(and possible undiagnosed personality disorder) speaking or my usual disinterest with the concept... » Continue Reading