Have you even been eating and suddenly you are hyper aware of how the food feels in your mouth? That meat is actually meat? That you have a body ? The horror of having a body. It’s terrifying. We are not simply a soul stuck in a fleshy vessel. We are our body, we often forget that. Until we get hurt or get sick. Suddenly we are hyper aware of our body. Our heart beating » Continue Reading
I think a lot, I think. I have been told I insert way too many feelings in my writing which is not that good when you have to write a job application or anything similar to that. I think I am a bit too honest in those cases. I feel bad for lying. I don’t like breaking rules. Seeing someone breaking rules makes me anxious. I feel anxious a lot, I think. It feels exhausting. I wish to be awake and ... » Continue Reading