i hate speaking to people about my problemss.. like not like uhhh yoww i stubbed my toe!!! or noooo its raining... i mean like things about my mental health nd shit,,, i dont know how people do it bro cuz ive always kept my problems to myself, never to be spoken about and i never act like theres anything bothering me (atleast i dont think so) so that leads to people thinking im yayyyy happy and js... » Continue Reading
did any1 notice the type o negative reference in the name?(My Girlfriend's Girlfriend!!!!!) probably not but wtv, this is abt MY best friends best friend because its been on my mind, shes always been friends with this other girl and idk i cant help but feel jealous,,, i hate it. i feel guilty for it. they should be able to hang out and have fun with out me feeling that way, but ofc they dont know ... » Continue Reading
I've always used music to waste my time away when I as lonely or sad bc idek bro music is cool and it s helps I guess.. when i overthink alot i js turn on some music in an attempt to focus on that. there's like a 50 50 chance it'll stop my thoughts or not but its better then nothing. idk how to describe it, but music s brightens my mood, like when i'm going thru smth and my head is just pounding m... » Continue Reading
i hate making friends, its so stressful bro like i have to reach out to them to keep in touch bc ppl never wanna talk to me first!!! and like, how do i do that?? what if i like bother them or smth and they r like "FUCK OFF UR SO ANNOYING OMG!!! CANT U JS LEAVE ME ALONE!?!!?!?" ughhh i hate ittttt i wish people liked me, not some made up personality to entertain them or make myself somewhat attract... » Continue Reading
everyone i know has some1 to favor them the most or favors some1 over me, who do i have? nobody. i never had any1 nd probably never will but it shouldnt matter. your supposed to be independent and get through life yourself, wtvvvvvvvv whoevers reading this im ok ♥ » Continue Reading