I really don't know what to say sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and wonder what could've possibly happened to make me turn out this bad nothing means anything. I want to bleed so bad, but I know it's awful. I want to bleed so bad, but I'm too scared to press down further. my family loves me, my friends support me what happened? when will I understand? » Continue Reading
genuine question, why don't I feel anything? I don't know If my meds are numbing my emotions or something, if they're even capable of doing that. But sometimes I have to force myself to be sad, just so I can prove to myself I'm still alive. I don't feel anything anymore, whenever I feel hopeless it's the only time I ever feel connected to the things around me. It's the only time I ever feel real. ... » Continue Reading
you ever just hate your parents but you know its for a stupid reason cause your a teenager. so you feel like the shittiest person ever like all I want is my personal time, cause I was out all day with my family we went out for dinner, got home late, I couldn't shower and then I had to finish some chores, literally zero time for me to relax before school tmrw. and its so stupid cause I have no rea... » Continue Reading
I hate when the crush I've had for this one girl comes back, each time harder than before. I've liked her for three years, she was the first ever girl I actually liked. every time I see her with someone else I get incredibly jealous, at this point I don't know If I want to date her or I just want her to myself. But every time she talks to me, touches me, or even looks at me I feel this warmth ev... » Continue Reading