"listening 2 fob on repeat"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
anyone out there with a never ending relationship with isolation, loneliness stripped to its bones. bare and naked in front of you. its humiliating, almost voyeuristic. to be so alone it almost feels like youre only watching the world as a voyeur, never a participant always the observer. removed from everything else, a missing cog that was never missed at all. pathetic because you know you are yet... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Homegrown hatred against my in born fire walk a mile in my shoes, find yourself tired when the sun sets your shadow gets bigger i'm all bite, you can't even talk tell me things to my face cowardice isnt a good color on you because i know the truth your hands got oil but its no fuel to your fire only dirt youll infest them with im no saint but your soul is tainted » Continue Reading
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every year that adds to your life takes away from mine its no use when we're born in the same year my lifes a balancing act, a purgatory waiting line its been a while since ive seen sterile tiles white gowns and frowns behind blue masks to see you grow makes my roots wilt and die im a dead tree on standby fragile to the touch yet standing tall and high cant flatline event horizon smiles, pu » Continue Reading
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false advertisement romcom movies theres no laughter in fake happily ever afters bedroom movie set, my loves a bad trip and a headache im chasing the high with loveless nights id rather take it down my throat than ever find something less potent than this its powdered bliss its smoke rings and nicotine hits chase for it like an addict on the streets ive got prayers lined up for me keep it nice and... » Continue Reading
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ive got friends for miles and broken promises for days they tell me to stop, my lungs cant function right always in the wrong i said i'll try but i dont think i will smoke clouds surround me by the windowsill where ashes fall and burn my fingertips its a welcome pain its being alive its being a shallow parody of not being 6 feet under its the end and an end to this we're struggling to keep the ... » Continue Reading
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i feel like my morals are melting away like the candles we put on graves dripping down slowly hot wax on cold gravestones until im all burnt out, used, and washed away by the rain that comes after chemically out of balance my brains a bad gymnast on a tight rope cheshire cat grins, predatory whims my skin is the body bag to my soul hide the corpse, hide the rot, hide the grey matter of my body b... » Continue Reading
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my heads a gravestone to practiced lines my hearts an empty stand out of stock, out of mind crocodile tears on movie wounds sandcastle childhood dreams washed away youth limelight exposure therapy only burned and suffocated me the stars aligned for me to choke on tears and half baked dreams tooth aches, sweet smiles we're giving out candy to greedy hands tragedy » Continue Reading
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stuck between a dull ache and your sharp smile can i still hide behind these lines? im here to break the fall pin cushion to your needless waste i cant seem to write about you these hands want something new instead of holding on i'll let go before i want to better at pretending than i want to be you sound like alarm bells and feel like snow the warmth of your tou » Continue Reading
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too busy being in love with my self inflicted misery too cowardly to do it myself so shoot my target practice head too much not enough my highs feel too low crashes are only soft blows heavens got a visitors pass but im too tired to go up built a home in purgatory even in death im full of mediocracy dull aches, sharp smiles cut your throat at night » Continue Reading
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sun soaked play pretend. theres a spotlight on the sidelines where i hide, its too bright for my blurry eyes. have you ever met someone youre afraid of? you cant hurt me anymore but i can. hardly dead old habits keep me alive enough to watch me prepare for take off, sooner the better to crash and burn. fingerprints on shattered mirrors and i think im slipping away again. im all out of favors. debt... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i want to write songs for when you share your earphones with someone else. you told me id find someone sweet enough but im doomed from the start. this is all i have before you find pretty kind eyes, hope you crawl back again this time. already miss it before it even walked away, love isnt for the hopeless strays. bruises after today, sorrow after tomorrow. am i in purgatory again? » Continue Reading
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is there anyone home? is my head an empty hole? did the bullet go through? do i know? i'll have your sympathy and wrap it up tight and kill you with it at night it's a thing to feel but another to care the best years are the ones i never lived and every future tense is a promise i cant give a coward not even god could stomach is there a rhythm to my lie » Continue Reading
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