it became clear to me - after the fiftieth time, with yet again a new explanation, as to where i am and why things are so so. enough effort for me to write it out, but does it matter if i know that i am in an affective limbo? as it is, i often stop myself and look through peoples souls based on their profiles, many lacking spiritidness, after years of so, its changing into a new gear; i am able to... » Continue Reading
i am not neurodivergent, i am not questioning myself - besides the point of getting out of bed, i dont know what neos are, im not into your hobbies - video games arent a hobby, i dont use pronouns as nobody speaks to or about me, do not have do not interact (i avoid bad people), i dont know what cybercore is, i dont know what i want to find - i will just mention a generic sentiment about a friend... » Continue Reading