I'm probably gonna regret posting this but if I don't I might start posting here more often...but I wish girls were kinder to themselves It breaks my heart knowing that they can sit there and look in a mirror and say "I'm so ugly", and look at the reflection and not like what looks back But then they are enveloped in their girly cuteness They can find the beauty in birds singing at 6am, and they c... » Continue Reading
You're a paradox. You want to be happy, but you think of things that make you sad. You're lazy, yet ambitious. You don't like yourself, but love who you are. You say you don't care, but you really do. You care so much. You crave love but reject it when it comes your way. You're a conflicted contradiction. If you can't figure yourself out, there » Continue Reading
I didn't realize I had an actual effect on people and their lives until someone told me they had cried when we stopped being friends, and how when they smelled perfume similar to mine they would think of me. I genuinely just never thought about how other people are affected by me just existing. » Continue Reading
Even though you didn't make it to the end of my story, I will always have the corner folded down on your page, because it's my favorite. » Continue Reading
Like all of the attention goes to romantic love, but man... I feel like the ones that have just punched me in the gut over the years are just the friendships. The kind that when you think about them even months and years later you still get bad butterflies. The kind that makes you afraid to try to be close to somebody again because you fear the same thing will happen. Being so anxious and cauti... » Continue Reading
Today I’m going to create a lie for myself that is so beautiful, because I cannot sit and stare at my wounds forever It has gotten better before, and it will get better again It’ll eventually be okay, but things will be different. And that’s okay!! Life will be okay. » Continue Reading
"In another lifetime" why couldn't it have been this one? In another lifetime, I hope I look forward to waking up in the morning. In another lifetime, we would've talked about "us" properly In another lifetime, would there even be another me? Would there be another you? If there was, would you even love me? Or would you just ignore me like you do in this on » Continue Reading
My emotions are so unstable One second, I'm happy you texted me, and the next, crying because I'll never be your favorite. Oh my gosh, the things I would do to be your favorite I would give up anything for a chance at it. I wish you still loved me the same way I still love you. Maybe then I'll be happy, and my emotions would be less unstable. » Continue Reading
I hope one day, you'll think of me and think, "I wish I never let her go". Please don't forget me and all the things we did. If I knew you did, I wouldn't be able to live anymore. I don't want to be the one who remembers, when everyone else has forgotten. It's scary, it's scary being the one that remembers. » Continue Reading
The sky is proud of you when you come outside And the sun misses you at night And the moon hopes you sleep well And the trees sing your name every time you're gone And the ground holds you up with so much pride The world loves you so much, and you're naïve enough to think that no one cares? » Continue Reading
I like putting myself in situations I don’t know how to get out of. Like, if I chuck my backpack over a fence, I’m kind of forced to figure out how to get it back. I don’t think I ever learn in my comfort zone. It’s really scary trying to get out of it. But once you throw that backpack, and the only way forward is over the fence, I’ll adapt, because I’ll figure it out, right? » Continue Reading
I sit and wait like an abandoned dog waiting for its owner. Impatient, restless, and forever waiting. I'd still pick up if you called. Even if you're no longer sane Or if it were a mistake Or you want closure I'll be there. I always have been. » Continue Reading