Hey friends, I was in the process of writing how I'd finally made it 1 whole day without porn, but then I relapsed. I'm sad, but also I'm glad that I made it at least this far in the day. Most of my day was spent cleaning and packing for school. I think that during my relapse, I discovered something that makes me not really want to relapse again. It's because this whole time I'd been hooked to one... » Continue Reading
Hey friends, I relapsed yet again. Curiosity got the best of me and I caved. I'm not mad with myself, and I'm not disappointed in myself, but rather I'm hopeful for a brighter future. I read a little bit and I quite honestly found reading a whole lot more exciting and relaxing than watching porn. It's a struggle, but I know it will be worthwhile. Tomorrow I'm gonna wake up, jog, shower, read, a... » Continue Reading
I relapsed yet again. I'm disappointed and disgusted with myself, but I didn't enjoy it while I was watching it. I guess this further reaffirms that it's not worth it. I don't like porn. And I hate staying up so late because of it. In other news, I got a new book from Goodwill today. "The Road" by Cormac McCarthy, one of my favorite authors. I'm gonna put the laptop away for the night, pour mysel... » Continue Reading
Hi all, I decided to be real and start this blog to log my recovery from porn addiction. I've been using porn since I was 12 or 13, so about 6 or 7 years now which is crazy to me. I want to quit because I'm in a committed relationship with my boyfriend and I told him I wouldn't watch again. I hate that I've relapsed a handful of times since then, but I previously made it to 15 days without porn, a... » Continue Reading
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