Wow, going back and looking at my old entries is so interesting. I haven't logged on here in a while. How's everyone been? bap In the short 5 months I've been gone, I've converted to Christianty (I go to a Methodist church and it's super fun). My mental health has improved exponentially. I'm close to graduating. I got baptized. I'm having my last name changed so I won't share a last name with my d... » Continue Reading
Wow! Hello everyone! Long time no see. I forgot about Spacehey for a little bit, but I thought I might as well update you on my mental health. Last time I wrote an entry, things were getting better. Shortly after that, things got worse, but then I started taking a new medication which has really helped me in my struggle with anxiety and now I’m doing better than ever. I smile more, laugh more, I c... » Continue Reading
hi, today is september 24th, 2023 i am typing this with my non dominant hamd. will rxplain later. today was good. my anxiety attack came to an end because i realized i can control my own thoughts. i lost a fake friend. i survived work. the sunset was beautiful. my mom gave me $100. also, about the non dominant hand thing. i was making myself dinner and i grabbed a hot pan with my bare hand. i comp... » Continue Reading
Hi, Today is Saturday, September 23rd, 2023 Today I had probably 10 panic attacks at work. Best Buy couldn’t fix my laptop so i just have to cope with having a nonfunctional laptop for a few weeks. I am tired. I have lots of work. And my anxiety is ever present. At this very moment I’m feeling okay, but I know it won’t last. Goodnight, - L » Continue Reading
Hi, Today is September 22, 2023 We started clubs this week at school and I’m the president of Creative Writing. It was a little nerve wracking to get up in front of the class and speak, and I’m still not exactly sure what all I want to do with this class, but I’m having fun and hopefully they’re having fun too. Today was a doozy. After lunch, I went to the bathroom and I was walking out of the bat... » Continue Reading
Hi, Today is Thursday, September 21st, 2023 Homework is piling up, my room’s getting messy, and it feels like the universe is against me. Today my computer broke and I had to spend an hour decrypting it and repairing the OS, then later I went to go pick up an online order for food and when I got there they told me to wait 15 minutes. I scraped my arm walking in the building. My phone started doing... » Continue Reading
Hi, Today is Wednesday, September 20th, 2023. I woke up this morning at 7:30a.m. and that’s the time i usually leave for school so i had to rush getting ready and i somehow managed to get ready in just 5 minutes. I had a dream about House of Leaves but i cant remember much of it. I just remember I was in a house that kept changing any time I looked away. Speaking of House of Leaves, i finally aft... » Continue Reading
Hi, It is Tuesday, September 19th, 2023. I just finished a long day of school and I still have lots of homework but I might put it off until Friday. I have a headache and I’m a little bit dizzy so I’m gonna take a nap. The plan for tonight is to just chill. I’m gonna eat dinner w my sister and play Baldur’s Gate 3. I might even read a little bit more of my book. Right now I’m reading “House of Lea... » Continue Reading
Hi, I’m not really sure what to write about since this account is brand new, but I’m sure I’ll figure something out tomorrow. Bye. - L » Continue Reading