I havent had a single friend since elementary school, and no boy would ever date me. The loneliness and isolation is crushing me. I know this is what I deserve for being autistic and talentless, but I cant help but feel a sense of envy and entitlement towards people with boyfriends or a friendgroup. » Continue Reading
Like I already made my homepage. Im not an interesting person and i have absolutely zero talent so I dont even know what else im supposed to do on this site. » Continue Reading
Im currently too much of a coward to take my own life, but if things keep spiralling at this rate then that will change soon! I cant wait for the day im finally able to do it. Nobodys gonna miss me and then ill be at eternal peace. The nightmare will finally be over. The thought that i wont have to live for much longer is really comforting to me. » Continue Reading
I wish I had never been born. Why does my life have to be so painful? Why cant I just die peacefully in my sleep or something? There is genuinely no point in life, especially since continuing to live is just gonna continue to cause me to suffer. Suffering is guarenteed to happen at atleast some points in every single persons life. Meanwhile there is no suffering in death, it would just be like sle... » Continue Reading
All the time i feel like I have no inner-self or any real personality. It feels like any personality I do exhibit just changes and adapts based on who im talking to, rather than having any real identity. Idk how other people have such solid grasps of who they are, their fashion style, their interests, what they want to do, etc. while im over here feeling like an empty husk » Continue Reading
I just wanna become a NEET and spend all my time on the computer. the outside world is just suffering. How anybody enjoys it is beyond me. The internet is the greatest place ever. » Continue Reading