Sometimes I don't know what to do, or I don't feel like doing anything and dread being alive. When that happens, I have a few alchoholic drinks and listen to music. Sometimes it helps, but sometimes it just makes me feel worse in the end. Maybe I will write small blog entries on Sundays. » Continue Reading
The constraints of time weigh upon me heavily, as I find myself looking at the clock many times a day. Today is my day off, but it's almost over, and I haven't done much to savor it. I always find myself doing the same thing on Sundays, and it feels like I can't break this cycle. At least I cleaned up my room a bit. » Continue Reading