all this bad energy is making my MDD totally spaz out of control- im talking ultra depressive episodes. I almost skipped school for a week straight nd i didn't feel bad about it. Im in that headspace that makes me wanna just lay in bed and di3, yk? UGHHHHHHH i wish things were better! T-T » Continue Reading
dying dying dyin cant draw SHIT and its really bumming me out. TT I wish I could be a silly person again and just draw all the time but now it hurts and junk.. I cant draw for long periods of time and GGGHHHGGGG stupid > < » Continue Reading
hi hi hiii its been awhile but its cus ive been so so stressed. These days I go to school, come home, play valorant, work and die- im starting to feel a little insane. But i have reconnected with someone, an ex- but still someone. My roommate thinks im insane for going back to her but she's nice, comfortable. I hope we can keep whatever's happening going for awhile cus... it genuinely gives me som... » Continue Reading
hi hi, Its kinda weird posting here- im still new to the site so i feel like a total noob - - but uh, its nice :) I think that today’s gonna be a good day. I skipped yesterday cus i was feeling suuuper down- like couldnt leave my bed down… but a friend came over and helped me clean up and i felt way better. So today i decided i should go to school today since i feel better and all. surprisingly, ... » Continue Reading
idk whats going on but lately ive been super bored :/ only things that make me happy r video games and manga- i totally just wanna no life :((( yk??? » Continue Reading