My crush is so cute! I’m not going to say her name, because she has spacehey, but I’ll use a code name for her, as this is an account dedicated to her. Her code name shall be K, because I know she likes an anime character whose name starts with a K. Me and K have been friends on here for a while, as in, mutuals. Lately we’ve been talking a lot more and as I’ve discovered more about her, I’ve slow... » Continue Reading
I’ve decided that the best thing to do is log out for a while. This account/blog was really just fuelling my problems with obsession, so it’s probably best if I try to focus on improving my mental health before I continue posting on this blog. Like I’ve previously mentioned, I have extreme issues with obsession and getting attached, and I want to try calm down, I guess. This blog was toxic not on... » Continue Reading
I’ve been thinking about this account and I’ve just realised how disturbing this may seem. I’ve added ‘K’ now, so there is no point in using code names. If you see this, Yua, I’m so incredibly sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable. That was never my intent, I swear. I just wanted a place to » Continue Reading
I can’t find K’s account anymore… I’m terrified. What if she blocked me? What have I done wrong? I can’t find them on my main either… My chest feels tight and I’m scared. I’m on the verge of a panic attack, worrying, worrying. Please let K be okay! Spacehey is the only contact me and K have… If they’ve blocked me, that means I’ll never talk to them again. I’m going to be sick. » Continue Reading
The title of this blog; ‘My girl’. If only K was my girl. I wish I wasn’t so scared. I feel like it would be less painful getting turned down, instead of having false hope that K feels the same way, only to get turned down. Both end in me being turned down, but it just depends wherever I want to hurt a little now, or be happy for a while then hurt a lot. But anyway, I’ll stop talking about that. ... » Continue Reading