yk, sometimes i wonder why i'm so attached to this two faced liar who was someone completely different when we were together. 7 months passing by and i'm still just as in love with him, or maybe i just think i'm in love with him. i believe i committed to someone that he's not anymore. i loved that version of him, but now he's not that person. and i can't keep doing it to myself. he says he still t... » Continue Reading
today my guy bsf offered me his turn table and this girl i only started talking to two days ago said she was so thankful to have me in her life and it made me realize that maybe i am loved. you ever just feel inadequate some days but then others you feel happiness due to the smallest things that you witness or something sweet that someone says? it's that temporary happiness i felt earlier in the d... » Continue Reading
currently listening to def leppard and lowkey feeling like something is missing and i dont know quite what it is yet, maybe it's because i haven't worn eyeliner in a while or because i dont sleep enough or because the sunburn on my arm is literally so red i need someone to be the sun to my moon rn » Continue Reading
i think the heat is getting to my brain but there's this pretty girl i've been calling lately and she makes all the sadness go away . » Continue Reading