im starting to think life is just a sick and twisted game where in he end nobody wins a prize i broke my own heart today i thought it was impossible for someone to love me but evan did and i left him .. he deserves better than me he deserves someone who loves him and wants a future .. i try to pretend that i want a family and children and to live but most of the time i don't did you know the avera... » Continue Reading
sometimes i want to runaway i want to pack my stuff and leave in the middle of night and drive and drive until im as far away from my hometown as possible. this town is poison and the people are too the longer i stay the more i can feel the little happiness i have left in my body fading and dying .. there's two reasons i haven't left yet 1. i cant drive and 2. what if the problem isn't the town it... » Continue Reading