well i did say i was going on vacation. might start posting again, just feel awkward ab it. ive started just writing on my phone. need to feel more private. might just make a private alt. will see. ty for being my friend ^^ c » Continue Reading
finally. last shift done, now just prep. so happy to have the week off. hoping everything goes smoothly. i keep having nightmares that i leave the festival early or i dont make it home somehow and its stressing me out lmao. idc. all that matters is getting in on friday with my weed. that is all i ask. have a good week. ill try to check in. x » Continue Reading
feeling better. mold is gone, ive started to get everything back together again but its rough with water damage. things are on the porch and it makes me sad lol. but im on it. feel like im talking to my mom. anyways. other than that, im feeling a lot better which helps. im sure the closet of black mold next to me wasnt helping either lmao. but new genshin today! i started playing around 2.2 so i... » Continue Reading
hewwo. so my city flooded and my roof leaked through its been great hopefully having it fixed and done today. love yall, hope ur doing well ^^ xx c » Continue Reading
just because im okayish mentally does not mean im better. ive lost all the weight ive gained. im drinking every day. hell, i have weed nic and alcohol on me at all times. i want to rip out several of my teeth. my hip is out, my ribs are crushing each other, im done. i was up all night wondering if i need to go to rehab or something. idk. kind of want to give it one last shot. ill let u know x » Continue Reading
work tomorrow. back in the world nothing feels real itll all end soon x edit! i am STILL on my period. its been over a month. please kill me » Continue Reading