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Number One

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm always an option But never the first Not even a second I'm always the worst I try to be What they need I try to be What they please I'm worth less Than a dime But it's okay I'll be fine No I won't I'm so done I will never be Number one. » Continue Reading

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No One

Category: Writing and Poetry

My head is full With thoughts I don't get I'm surprised I'm not dead yet I have no one To talk to I wish I could have A friend like you Someone who gets me When even I don't Someone who loves me When even I won't Someone's favorite I wish to be But that will never Ever be me. » Continue Reading

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Vent

Category: Writing and Poetry

Everything I do is wrong My self esteem Is all gone I can't do Anything right I hate myself I hate my life I can't do it I wish I was dead I wish I could Just clear my head Being yelled at All the tme I guess I will Never be fine. » Continue Reading

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Scars

Category: Writing and Poetry

I have scars But not on me They won't let Me be free The scars are within They burn and itch They rip open Like a stitch The scars are real Just hard to see It won't Let me be I try to be nice, Sweet and kind But it's hard to fight Against my mind. » Continue Reading

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The Moon

Category: Writing and Poetry

The moon shines On a cold winter night Off my blood It shines bright Alone I sit Freezing cold This loneliness Is getting old I cut everyday Sometimes more I hide in a corner On the floor I look up And see the moon Praying for it To end soon. » Continue Reading

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"Try Harder"

Category: Writing and Poetry

"Try harder" That's what they say It sits in my head On replay "Try harder" I try my best But I'll never even Compare to the rest "Try harder" I try, I do! But I will never Be enough for you "Try harder" "Try harder" "Try harder" "Try harder." » Continue Reading

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Heart Of Thorns

Category: Writing and Poetry

Hide my feelings Behind a wall Pretend to not Care at all Acting cold Acting hard Emotions feel So very far Once open Now closed up tight Because of The endless fight Never cry Or laugh or moan Just hide behind The heart of thorns. » Continue Reading

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Suicide

Category: Writing and Poetry

A beautiful girl Once full of life Now holding A kitchen knife She held it up To her throat Wondering if She'll fall or float Look in her eyes Full of tears Showing pain bottled up For years and years Finally In fear and pain She stabbed herself And peace came No more pain No more strife It only cost Her entire li » Continue Reading

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Abandonment

Category: Writing and Poetry

All those I love Leave me alone I guess it's my fault I should've known I thought you were different I thought you would stay But you left me too At the end of the day In my darkest time I'm left by myself I should've never trusted Anyone else It hurts me so much It kills me slow I will never Let it go It shatters my heart Be » Continue Reading

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Paper Skin

Category: Writing and Poetry

Paper skin Paper skin Feel the blade Deep within Tissue paper Blank or lined It doesn't matter The blood still shines Cutting paper Skin with ease Watching as Limbs bleed and bleed Paper skin Snip snip snip Cut with the edge Or with the tip Paper skin Cut so deep Cut paper skin Then weep and weep. » Continue Reading

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Black And White

Category: Writing and Poetry

Black and white Black and white The only colors In your sight Black and white Black and white No wonder you Always fight Black and white Black and white Either really dark Or really bright Black and white Black and white Black and white Black and white. » Continue Reading

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Use Me

Category: Writing and Poetry

I don't have anyone I can trust They all want me Out of lust They all want My body or soul They all want me To pay their toll They use me up They run me dry With their wants And their cries They scratch me, bite me Make me bleed They just want me To be what they need They hurt me so And want me to stay But by now I've l » Continue Reading

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