i messed everything up
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i should've lied on it . i ruined my entire image . she thinks i'm fucking insane now . i h » Continue Reading
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i should've lied on it . i ruined my entire image . she thinks i'm fucking insane now . i h » Continue Reading
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if anyone sees this ? can u give me song reccs ? soft kinda romantic songs . music like ichiko aoba and lamp that kinda stuff . i'm gonna add it to my carrd » Continue Reading
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thats it . i can't live like this . i'm gonna try to get better best i can . » Continue Reading
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when i posted " disgusting " a lot of times i was referring to myself . not someone else . when i said " always manages to make me feel this way " i was talking about how my brain skews every little thing into something i have an episode over » Continue Reading
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a little while ago i said " it feels good to talk to you and no one else " and she said " i agree " but she posted about wanting to make new friends . im not upset because she wants to make more friends , it was because my first message , and the conversation we had , implied that she's enough andthat i didn't need more friends . and she agreed with that . but now she wants more friends and that i... » Continue Reading
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i don't understand why anybody would like me at all . there are absolutely no positives to my personality . Even something that can be slightly skewed as positive is ruined by some other facet of my personality . i'm selfish enough to want to force other people to change or limit themselves becausef it makes me feel bad . i'm unloveable , so it completely kills me inside when petal puts on a perfo... » Continue Reading
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it's hopeless . she's a liar . not only is she a liar , but she can't even care enough to hold up that lie for more than a day . i'm not enough for her . the only reason why she says these things is to make me feel better , she doesn't really mean anything . i knew it all along deep down but i was stupid enough to think im just being dramatic . i don't understand why she doesn't love me anymore , ... » Continue Reading
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tw violence // stuff that petal did that i think abt sometimes recently she told me , in kinda graphic detail , how she would k*ll herself if she couldn't have me . i think she said it with a hint of irony cause it was so out of left field for her , i couldn't rlly tell if i loved it or if i was concerned spamming my name on the tl apprentwlly each time she mentions me to other people she has to... » Continue Reading
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if anyone wants to dm me , just remember that i'm probably more scared of you than you are of me . i'm nice , trust me !! i say this as if anyone would want to dm me ahaha » Continue Reading
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i'm getting so torn up over everything , i can barely recognize myself . i think it's time to tell her gn to get out of the convo so i can cool off » Continue Reading
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am i not important enough to have a conversation with her ? just one where we immediately respond to eachother and not leave the other hangng for 2 minutes ?? sory i'm anxious i'm like a dog fucj » Continue Reading