okay this'll sound shitty but.. is it bad if i like talking to my friend more than my boyfriend? i mean like it's fun talking to my partner... but like i feel so much more comfortable with this one friend i have. plus my friend has similar interests and it's so much easier to talk to him. i feel bad because my partner has asked about him, and i just say he's some guy. i don't know if i should tell... » Continue Reading
sometimes i'll be sitting at my computer, bored and i'll just think to myself 'when was that last time i was happy?' and then i'll get sappy n shit but like, at certain moments i'm happy and having fun, but when i think back to them later i'm just like 'eh that was kinda boring'. i don't know why i do that but it just happens » Continue Reading
anybody else just tired as fuck always? i’ve had bags under my eyes since i was 9. my sleep schedule is so messed up too?? because sometimes i go to sleep at like 2am and then wake up at like 12pm or i’ll go to sleep at midnight n then wake up at like 6am. like what is wrong with me?? i want sleep but it’s like i’m incapable of actually sleeping. so frustrating » Continue Reading