12/05/23

JUICY GOSP!!
I fucking cut my ex off my phone bill 5 months early!! I'm so happy this is so fucking FREEING!
So all of this shit starts the 19th of November, I text him letting him know, "Hey your phone bill is due on the 26th." 
27th rolls by, radio silence. So every day after that I'm texting him, "Any update?" "?" "Please let me know." He then lets me know he's getting paid on the 1st. Cool, no problem, I'll just pay his bill till then.
2nd rolls around, radio silence AGAIN!! I'm boiling at this point, go back to spam texting him, and he lets me know his paycheck was small and he needed some time. Whatever.
I wake up on the 5th, my first day off after a week of work, and there's a GODDAMN LONG DISTANCE CHARGE ON HIS ACCOUNT!! 
After talking with him that morning about his bill + the new call charges he lets me know that he's looking for work in the U.S. (despite being the worlds biggest manbaby and not knowing anything about how to precure a work visa.), and he's still looking for the money. So at this point I'm pissed and like,
"Oh, he no longer has a job.." And with 5 months left on his contract before I could cut him off my bill, that worried me. So, fuck it...
I decide to call up my phone provider, ask how much it would be to cut him off the contract early. $160, and honestlyyyyy....That's so little for the peace of mind 5 months early. So I let her know that I want to go through with it, and she starts telling me that a better course of action would be to transfer responsibility, because if I canceled it the line would drop after my call with her; she can call him up and ask if he wants to transfer his line to his name. Of course I'm like, "Fuck no," because this motherfucker couldn't be responsible if the world depended on it. And as I'm on the line, I get a text from him saying he sent the phone bill money.
I honestly felt a little bad for him, but you reap what you sow.

Other then that, yesterday was pretty okay. I went out and bought some cute gifts for my boyfriend's mom. I got conformation that she booked my hotel for the 24th, the night before I fly out. In the email she send me she said, "I told them you are my son just to smooth the transaction.  I hope that doesn't bother you." And I thought that was so CUTE!

I really fucked up near the end of the day though, had a bit of an episode regarding someone my boyfriend was following. I kind of broke trust by not being able to trust him. It was really embarrassing and I know I need to work on it.

Hope your week is easy!

✧ciao