benadryl trip experience (250-1000 mg)

THIS IS ONLY TO PREVENT OTHERS FROM MAKING THE SAME MISTAKES I DID

i saw a acid trip report on this same category and thought id do the same but with benadryl, i had about 5 individual experiences with it and i noted my experience down below

250 mg - for context i was in my room alone at night sitting in my chair just listening to music, the trip was alright, i could hear every instrument vividly in a song and light started to bend kind of like the way a 3d movie would, mouth was very dry, lasted about 1 hour in its peak and was alright

400 mg - same context as last trip, only a night after the last one, music was enhanced, everything had a pattern, even looking at the wall and my hands was very trippy as i could see everything in enhanced vision, body felt extremely heavy and took effort to move, tried to eat but the food was going down my throat so slowly and the taste was repulsive, i could feel spiders crawling along my back just one or two but very noticeable, the high makes you extremely sedated so i didnt feel fear or care at all, lasted about a hour

500 mg - same effects as before but more spiders and the good effects were starting to die down a lot more, i could hear my mom calling my name outside of my locked door and window (it was midnight and she was asleep) i knew all of these were a delusion btw, i also heard my mom angrily yelling and cursing for me to go over to her outside my bedroom door also she and my older sister were arguing and screaming at each other while my younger sister was crying loudly (both of those were past events that had a considerable change in my life and caused immense fear until i realized it was a delusion), body was extremely heavy, mouth was dry and my hands and face were numb and cold, lasted about a hour and a half

600 - felt extremely disorientated and heavy, pretty much all of the previous except more yelling outside my door, more spiders, and like no good effects, the radio was speaking in a whisper and was telling me it'd kill my family if i didn't bring it a soul, he also told me it didn't have to be mine, i

 saw demonic shadow black entities in reflections and drew them but my family threw away the notebook i noted all of these things down in, and for all of these it was way harder to tell if they were delusions or not

700-? mg - im not completely sure of the dose because i redosed and didn't count the pills, when my family looked through my room they found 4 empty bottles of benadryl but most were empty from the past trips, for my first dose i didn't count i just put as many as i could onto the cap of the pill bottle and had to gulp twice so maybe 500? and i did another dose after 20 min and again didn't count and chugged the pill bottle and ate like 2 swigs so idrk, about 30 min after that i felt this terrible feeling it wasn't physical but i just knew something terrible was about to happen, i even started to pray to god and debated calling my loved ones, i tried to drink water but i physically couldn't open my throat, my skin started to turn yellow and i felt and looked terrible, i went to my uncle and just like stood there until he noticed me and asked me what is up with me, he then found the four empty bottles and i couldn't physically speak and was just staring into nothingness i had to put so much effort into looking and walking too, he then drove me to the er, i saw the back of a car morph into a skinwalker trapped in a iron cage looking at me and then it morphed into a giant sleeping in a fetal position, when we arrived at the hospital i could only answer in nods as i physically couldn't speak, i nodded yes to taking 40 pills but i know i took more, they put me in a bed and put some iv fluids into me and as i sobered up they made me drink some nasty charcoal and i could finally speak, i was in a bed until i started seeing shrimp falling from the ceiling that i tried to catch and smoke that also morphed into fiberglass coming through the walls, from here on out everything else is a blur that i don't remember and was told to me by nurses and my family, i was apparently delirious and talking about nonsensical things, i kept on trying to take off all the stickers meant for vitals and kept trying to walk out of the bed and every time a nurse politely asked me to stop i did for a couple seconds but then id forget and do it all again, one of the things my mom remembers is me asking the guy on suicide watch if he was shaq, he laughed and said no, i said its because your black huh, apparently he found it funny and took it extremely well, they transferred me to a hospital and since my family wasn't there i didn't remember anything else, i woke up about 20 hours later and thought it was the dawn after.

HPPD - Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder, its apparently very common to benadryl users and i think i had it too, i would have these minute long moments of brain fog, short term memory loss, feel spiders crawling on my back, and would lose my sense of time, but these only lasted for about a week or two and yes i did get better and met some amazing people in the psychiatric hospital