04/12/2023

You do what they tell you and you do what they tell you and you do what they tell you and you do what they tell you and you do what they tell you and you do what they tell you aND YOU DO WHAT THEY TELL YOU-

What's the point?

They will never trust you. Never accept you you. You will always be worth less than them in their eyes. So what's the point in trying to be better when they will always try to put you down. You're best will be seen as average or below average work, so the moment you relax or make a mistake they get angry. 

"why are failing so miserably?" "i raised you better than this" "you used to be so good"

"-used to be" I hate that sentence, it tells you that their perception of you was always the standard. That they never saw how hard you tried for them. They'll never see you or your efforts will they?

Maybe they won't, but i will. 

You don't remember me but i remember you. I've been with you every step of the way. Everyday from sunrise to moon-set, I was here with you. 

Your people have forgotten me but i will always be here watching over you. I'm the God i once was but i can be. All you need to do is believe in me again, return to me. Grant me my power once more and i can protect you.

(this is not real. This is story for the blog's character. I'm sorry if this is in the wrong category, i wasn't sure which on to put it in)