Events, weekly 12/04/2023

Events, weekly 

I did a party at home, I thought it would be more 

Funny, I'm changing consciousness again, to getting back to being who I was? 

But then... who was I?

I am suffering from prolemas in my personality, fragments are being created I don't know what to do so I am 

letting me manipulate the only thing I can't let count is things will probably affect

my future and none of my personalities will be able to solve, one of them and if I am expelled from

my current job, I didn't get my first salary, and I don't even know when I'll get it, I'm finally going

I'm making my own money aima of 50 reals, I'll be able to buy my clothes my thing from

my melody, voupoder realize my dreams with my own salary, lately I have not had time 

to squeeze and when I finally have already I'm dying of sleep because of the remedies

giving up and actually sleeping, the other day it all starts again, I got stuck in a routine somewhat tired

But at least I'm getting it for that.

I'm in the bush writing this, at least here I have plenty of time to be able to write and concentrate

in my thoughts, I haven't said yet but I work in a library, which is in a square near the

my house, at least and close to home, I work from 1:30 to 6:00, and here it is like this, quiet when not

has niguem, heat crazy pq the library is inside a container exposed to the sun throughout the day, here

also and very boring pq if there is niguen I stay alone all day only with the books in which I have no

the least interest in reading, because of this I bring my tablet and hj decided to bring my notbook, that tbm ta 

suffering from that hellish heat. One of the facts for which I hate human beings and that everyone has the 

consciousness that we are going through, long time people tend to warn society but it never seems to work

we are suffering, but for some and as if they thought "what's the point I help if he won't help too" 

everybody thinks so, so they don't end up helping, the country we live in and a shit really, there are countries

Better you don't doubt that. I don't know how I got to that, but okay.

Okay now talking about relationships, I started to like someone I had met at a party 

halloween, after a few days I discovered more things for other people, but I didn't give much importance, 

I'd rather find out for myself, and now I don't know why this person takes a long time to answer, if I

if I had no romantic interest in that person I would probably find that normal person that I am not 

He likes to answer. It doesn't matter who I ask for advice, everybody will talk to me to get rid of this person.

pq I simplistically reflected everything bad that probably this person is not, ent everyone has an impression 

bad that person without simplistically knowing, waaaaaaaaaaaah already had better days.