Entry 5 || What I Believe In?

This entry was originally gonna be some ramble about my deep appreciation and admiration over Undertale (a game). If I ever hear about someone who's never heard of Undertale before, my jaw would drop to the ground.

But that's not the point. Perhaps I'll talk about it for a later entry.

My teacher had assigned our class to think about "what we believe in". This will be for a written speech that'll be submitted to an online organization via email. The organization would then examine our speech and decide whether or not it should/can be posted up on their website.

There are no restrictions. Whether that'd be something about death, god, or some twisted thought, we can write about anything, as long as it's something that we believe in.

What the hell do I believe in? Because I certainly don't believe in a lot of things.

I don't believe in God,

I don't believe in destiny,

and I don't believe in Confucius's Golden Rule of "Do to others as you would want done to you."

I don't believe in believing.

I don't believe.

Am I even answering the question?

Maybe I can say that I believe in what I don't believe in, but that doesn't sound right now, does it?
What does believing even mean? What's the meaning of believing in something?

Does it have to feel real? Do you have to put your faith into it?

What is the meaning of saying "I believe"?
What's the point of it?
Maybe I'm being too skeptical of things.

I fear that I won't be able to come up with anything for it tomorrow.

Should I push myself to believe in something? Or state what I don't believe? If I were to push myself to believe in something right now, that wouldn't be of any real intention to believe.

Perhaps I believe in what's real?
Then again, who am I to state what's real?

Do I believe in genuine intention?
How can I tell what's genuine and what's not?

What a simple yet mind boggling question. Maybe it's just a me problem at this point; another instance of making my own life harder than it should be.