DIARY #2

H11111 AGAIN I WROTE THE FIRST ENTRY AT SCHOOL AND MY FRIENDS WERE DISTRACTING ME SO HERES S0ME MORE -.- T0 BRING BACK THE CRUSH TOPIc 1 NOTICE THAT IM A BIT STRANGE WHEN IT COMES TO HAVING A CRUSH ON SOMEONE 030 I NEVER EVER HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE SO ACTUALLY HAVING ONE IS SOOOO STRANGE TO ME I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF!!!! I JUST STARE AT HIM LIKE A WEIRD0000 ITS SO EMBARASSING!!!!!!1!!!!1! SIGHHHHHH NOT TO GET EVEN WEIRDER BUT I WOULD LUV TO JUST BUY HIM THINGZ I KEEP um overhearing HIS CONVOS AND HE LOVES THOSE LIKE LOL ESQUE GAMES HE KEEPS TALKING ABOUT WANTING BALDURS GATE AND LIKE 1 HAVE THAT GAME!!!!! OH WHATEVERZZZZ SOMETIMES IM LIKE MAN IM KINDA AN INCEL AS A JOKE BUT OTHER TIMES IM SHAKING MY HEAD FURIOUSLY I DONT WANT TO BE AN INCEL I DONT W4NNA!!!! -.- its not that serious but still I K33P LOOKING AT HIS IG PAGE AND MY EYE IS JUST TWITCHING LIKE SHOULD I FOLLOW HIM OR NOT ME AND ONE OF MY PROFESSORS ARE COOL AND I ASKED HER AND SHE SAID NOT TO CAUSE ID LOOK LIKE A FR34K! WHICH I DONT GET SUCH NONSENSE RULES PEOPLE HAVE MADE UP THAT MAKE NO SENSE AT ALL LIKE WHY SHOULD I WAIT A WHILE BEFORE OPENING A MESSAGE BITCH I SHOULD BE ABLE TO RESPOND WHEN 1 WANT WITHOUT FEAR OF BEING SEEN AS NEEDY OR DISTANT UUUUUUUGH I HATE NEUROTYPICALS AND THEIR NONSENSE RULEZ! ROLLS EYES ANYWAYZZZZ MY FRIENDS WELL ONE FRIEND IS ALSO SO WEIRD ABOUT HIM LIKE. OKAY NOT TO SOUND LIKE SUCH TEEN ANGST BULLSHIT CAUSE I LUVVV THIS ONE FRIEND BUT SHE CAN BE A BIT BITCHY BUT SHES STILL A GOOD FRIEND B4CK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING SHE IS LIKE. weird? cause he's kinda chubby and she likes super muscular dudes which i have toooooold her im not into and she's always making these like (•ิ_•ิ)? faces when it comes back to that BUT SHE LIKE. OH EM GEE OKAY SO WE SIT NEAR EACH OTHER DURING CLASS AND HE WAS SITTING BEHIND OUR OTHER FRIEND AND J (LETZ CALL HER THAT) SHOWED ME A TIKTOK OF A GY AND I WAS LIKE "AH!!!!TOO MUSCULAR ∑(O_O;)" AND WE STARTED TO TALK ABOUT GUYZ WE LIKE AND SHE JUST GOES "you dont like that cause u like fat guys like the one behind us!" SHE SAID THAT WAYYYYYY TOO LOUD AND I WANTED TO KILL HER SOOOO BADLY LIKE WHUT EVEN AS A JOKE IF U GONNA SAY IT SAY IT QUIETLY NOT WHEN HE'S 0NE PERSON AWAY FROM US!!!!! I DONT THINK HE HEARD BUT STILL!!!!! HES SO CUTE TO ME AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS!!!! DREAMY SIGGGGHHHH HE HAS THE CUTEST CURLS THO IT MAKES ME A BIT SAD TH0 CAUSE HES ALWAYS HIDDING HIS HAIR WITH HATS AND BENIES. HE EVEN PUTS HIS HOODIE OVER HIS HATS LIKE cmon man -.- ANYWAYZZZZZZ IVE BEEN MEANING TO TALK TO H1M FOR A WH1L333333 BUT 1 G3T WEIRD SO I HAVENT BUT I WILL MONDAY. I WILL I WILL I WILL *BASHING HEAD AGAINST WALL LEAVING A BLOOD STAIN* i have to calm down. whatever. bye :3c