DIARY #1

HI HI EVERYONE :33333 SO I DECIDED TO USE THIS WEBSITE AS A WAY TO COLLECT MY THOUGHTS SINCE I WOULD LUVVVV FOR PEOPLE TO KNOW MY THOUGHTS BUT EVERY OTHER SOCIAL MEDI4 WAZZ TOO PUBLIC FOR ME TO FEEL COMFORTABLE. BUT ANYWAYZZZZ I THINK THE BIGGEST THING THAT HASS HAPPEN TO ME IS JUST THIS CRUSH ON A GUY I HAVE UGH!!!!! -.- ITS SO ANNOYINGGGGG ITS EVEN MORE ANNOYING HOW MY FRIENDS DONT GET IT. HES LITERALLY SO CUTE BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK TO HIM AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY I WANT SO BADLY TO TALK TO HIM BUT I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO ORGANICALLY START A CONV0 IM FRIENDS WITH ONE OF H1S FRIENDS SO WE ARE NEAR EACH OTHER BUT W3 HAVE NEVER ACTUALLY TALKED OH EM GEE I JUST REMEMBERED LAST TIM3 I WAS TALKING TO OUR MUTUAL FRIEND HE WAS SITTING NEXTT TO HER. AND I MADE LIKE A JOKE AND I SAW HIM LAUGH I FELT SO PROUD OF MYS3LF UGHHH I WISH I KN3W HOW TO TALK TO HIMMMMMMMMM