Tiredness

I'm tired of this.

I'm tired of school, I'm tired of work, I'm tired of Everything.

I swear it keeps getting worse and i swear something is tempting me to break. To snap out on people that i "care". 

Whenever i truly complete my work, my school work. They tell that its not enough and that i need to make certain changes. Its like they are trying to find perfection, even though i i already made it perfect as is.

I hate it. I hate school, I hate every single bit of it. Its like purgatory for me, a jail, a place for those where they are forced to do what they are supposed to do. And you do all of this 24/7 to learn skills that you will NEVER use in your lifetime. It feels like just takes up space in my body like a memory card there is some stuff you take and put it in there and just not looking back to see how much space it would take.

and beside all of that you DON'T get to go home until it's almost the end of the day.

I feel like all of this is not worth it, I feel like shit.

I wish i can sleep but i can't or else they will wake me up and tell me to pay attention.

But how can i pay attention when i feel like i can sleep while standing?

After this day ill take the necessary precautions to get a ACTUAL good nights sleep.

If not, then i have failed in trying to make myself less tired.

-Vegiteu