talked to bf abt how i was upset

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i talked to my bf abt a little of the stuff i was upset abt w him

(for context we were playing a game and his friend asked to join n i felt unimportant)

and i just brought up to him like 'ur friend made a rape joke and it rlly bothered me bc u know what ive been thru"

and he said like oh i talked to him when u left bc i knew it wld bother u and he seemed sorry and apologized

but also like why didnt he say anything in the moment (just asked him this rn)

but like the other things i was upset abt was the fact that every time his friend said something bad about me he stayed silent,, like if he chimed in i wld think its funny and just silly banter and if he stood up for me i knew he wld care but he just stayed silent,, which makes me think maybe he usually talks shit on me too and i talked to him abt that too so idk