i cant do this anymore

i am sick of homophobic people

they are so annoying like i am not hurting you by kissing a boy

and its the worst feeling ever if they are a nice person and than turn out to be homophobes

or worse you like them and canthave them bc they are homophobic

like if someone would tear you apart and stich you together with a needle that pokes through you every time you see them or think of them

that why i hate love

it ends with someone getting hurt

like why cant it be as beautiful as everyone says it is

why cant they listen to music with me and tell me w can do matching demo lovers costumes or why cant they just listen to me talk about my special interessets and hyperfixations

it hurts to see them with others but it also hurts if they are alone iykwim

like you want them to be happy but if they are you feel bad and you also feel bad if they are sad

its never going to be okay

if you cant be with them it just hurts

i hate this feeling so much

but its the only thing i feel

i hate it