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It’s sad that this even happened in the first place.
Apparently I look like a stereotypical “quiet kid” or something, because somebody posted on their snapchat story or something “carson told me not to come to school tomorrow!”. Well, the next day, a concerned parent sees said post and calls the police. I had my house searched, my computer searched, i was interrogated my the police, and not allowed to come to school all because someone said that i had said something (which i had not). Eventually, they find no evidence of anything, and they allow me to return to school. Had they found me a threat, i would have been charged as an adult for DOMESTIC TERRORISM. When I return to school, now I have the reputation of a school shooter, and the guy who made the post thought it was funny, telling everyone an alternative version of the story to make me look like a criminal.
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🍓 ⋆ ᯽ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉𝒞𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝓎𝐵𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 ᯽ ⋆ 🍓
(You could)
Just own it
Use that reputation to make them think you are exactly as scary/messed up as he made you look
nobody messes with a kid they think could pull a knife or bite off their fucking finger any second
plus it'd be a decent fuck you to the guy who caused it all
But regardless
Sorry that happened
I'd switch w/ u if i could
by 🍓 ⋆ ᯽ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉𝒞𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝓎𝐵𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 ᯽ ⋆ 🍓; ; Report
TW: Self harm
6th grade me would resonate with you, but that mindset spiraled me into a delirious depressive episode fueled by this narcissistic fantasy of being feared, which looking back on just made me offputting and probably viewed as weirder. i started carrying a knife to school because i made up scenarios of retaliating against those who made fun of me or looked at me weird, i projected this idea of myself to the few friends i had, showing my knife sometimes and overexaggerating my anger through cringe statements id mutter around said friends. they were eventually scared off and stopped talking to me as much which i viewed as a success because it fed my emotional need to be seen as someone not to mess with. im very tired so i will stop writing as much. (this would be a lie)
this all ended up in me being a hermit 6th-7th grade and getting into playing with otc medications because.. depressed 13 year old+internet=misinformation and bad decisions influenced by others who also had no idea that their actions were stupid. i cut myself a lot and was taking large amounts of dph because it made me hallucinate. i was saved by the COVID epidemic, since it rendered my 8th and 9th grade years completely out of school, giving me breathing space away from irl people. i met many wonderful friends online that helped me develop basic social skills i had lacked prior, and i ended up finding friends at my school online through reconnecting with pals i lost during my hermit phase.
TLDR dont feed into the fantasy of being a dangerous individual. assholes in real life dont deserve for you to care that much. try to keep your mind off of violent ideation and PLEASE do not bring weapons to school i beg
by bngs516; ; Report
yeah i don't plan on owning the reputation, dw.
by carson_the_arson; ; Report
awww
damn
i'm sorry that happened to you
i hadn't considered that
because i myself, while i don't try to give myself that reputation
am genuinely dangerous
i'm not aggressive, i'm actually a pacifist
because the problem is i know i'm fully capable of extreme violence without remorse
and i don't really want to end up hurting someone just because they made me mad enough to fight
so the idea actually came from the fact that other people avoid me because i'm just very odd and it confuses most people so they avoid me
i had assumed it would work similar with fear
as it does for me with people's dislike of my oddness
i'm sorry if i brought back crappy memories
by 🍓 ⋆ ᯽ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉𝒞𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝓎𝐵𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 ᯽ ⋆ 🍓; ; Report
Aitsuu_
I'm really sorry that happened to you, people can be messed up like that and it's not cool... They judge others based off of looks and decide that make stuff up about them is okay when it's rlly not :/
Hope ppl stop bringing it up soon!!
Graves
Oh my god, that’s horrible. I’m so sorry that happened.