writevember 23 feeling sexy and free

hey guys

just got back from school. i i finally stepped out of my darkacademia dungeon and went to effing school biatch! it was nice and chill. i had a really nice productive start to the day and got lots more of my floor plan done. my prof has been doing drop ins instead of 1 on 1 critiques and for the past 3 weeks ive attended them all and just sat there and worked without showing my prof my work cuz ive been soooo behind and too embarassed to show him my progress. some people are beastly with it. i also dont really have any questions cuz i feel like i know the answer to all of them and its just a matter of me actually DOING THE WORK. but yeah today was the last drop in and i popped in with some actual work done. i have been feeling so shit about my floor plan cuz i listerally just made all of it up in the span of 5 days or so and i feel like if i had more time at this point then i would have a lot more done and better too. its just impossible for me to work without insane pressure, especially at this point in my degree. so anyway. i showed it to him and he said he really liked it and even said that im really good at space planning considering he hasnt given me any feedback throughout the process. didnt hear hiim compliment anyone elses abilities so my penis enlarged and my balls too. i expected him to wana make a bunch of revisions since its just been my own brain trying to solve the puzzle. but by the grace of god he said it was good and didnt need much editing. what a huge stroke to my ego. i just wanted to write about that because it was such whiplash and made me feel so good and happy especially because hes the best prof ever and i really trust and respect his opinon. i also really really enjoy space planning and its my favourite part of my degree other than 3D modelling. i just wish i knew how to give myself more time. i feel like if i mastered that id be awesome. so yeah that ride home was dyna MITE. so im gona keep working on it and hopefully i can meet all the other gay expectations of the project. WIN for me today.