Diary Entry #2

Idk what to write for the entry, i guess i can try to be less formal. This morning i woke up to my friend going through his attention seeking episode where he types depressingly, you know, til someone asks whats up. I usually ask whats up the first few hours to cheat the system so he wont be upset anymore. He’ll push me aside and say hes just okay. Like.. i thought you wanted some attention? Idk, but i can see where theyre coming from though. I used to seek attention all the time like this. Its not healthy. But i cant be too judgy, i havent been having a great day myself. Im so sick of having a sprained foot, i want the pain to be over. I had a panic attack over it during math class, and the teacher pointed me out. Im still not good at math. I asked for tutor lessons and soon i should be able to get some because i have an F currently. I asked my friend moss to do my extra homework i havent done for 10 bucks, so its an easy win right now. Speaking of friends again, one of my old friends from last year recently reached out to me. Im not sure how i feel yet, but its cool were talking. The winter seems to be like the time i get something from them. I dont think im gonna get attached though, i have tons of other friends and also appreciate my own time. Hopefully things stay afloat, but ill keep my expectations low. 

Update, my day got way better. Language arts was fun because i didnt really have any work to do, and just goofed around with my table. We had an assembly on behavior since my class of 2024 is one of the worst grades in like.. A decade. I dont think im that bad though. I have good and bad days. My “bad days” are when i either have really good days, and too hyper to do work, or, really bad mental days where i cant think straight. Todays a mix of both, i cherish everyday i walk this earth. Off topic, the fortnite og map is leaving soon D:

Thanks for reading todays entry, bai! ^_^