11/29/23

I've been pretty stressed these past two weeks. 
I guess it's just been the seasonal depression rearing its head like it does every year. But I'm less sad and melancholy, and more sluggish. It's just leaving me super frustrated with myself, because I create a schedule of tasks to complete after work and just blow them off telling myself, "I deserve to rest.."
I don't!!! There's no traffic at work, I'm not doing anything! When I go home, that's when I should be productive!
I just wish I had someone to study with, classmates or colleagues. It's really hard studying independently, I feel like the end goal is less achievable.   

Other then that, in a couple weeks my boyfriend will be coming up to Canada to see me for Christmas! I'm excited to see him again, and I'm going crazy planning out all these dates! I don't think I've loved someone more then him, and we've almost been together for a year! His birthday just passed, and he's a huge music nerd. So I got him a genuine Sony Walkman from the 80's, as well as a cassette of an album he wanted on vinyl. Turns out the cassette is an original from '84! It was really fun seeing how much he liked it, I thought it was a cool idea.

Anyways, I hope your day is well, and you can achieve whatever goal you are working towards

✧ciao