rant

i HATEE how society is nowadays and tiktok

it just i hate tiktoks entire existence, how niche and geeky things are now considered cool and popular and then go out of style and people then make fucn of it again 

i hat how my hobbies and music taste become a trend and when i dreaa that way im considered a trend hopper or i get called a poser by people who then go on to abandon the style as soon as the trend stops 

i hat that now you have to try extra hard in any kind of alternative community to prove that youre not a "poser" becuse of them 

i hate how when i continue to dress the way i do people think im that im behind in trends when from the begining i wasnt dressing like this or listening to that music because of a trend 

i hate how to be acceoted to society you have to be unique enough to not be "basic" but not enought o be considered weird or a freack or cringe 

i hat how my music became popular on tiktok i hate how alex g is now considered to be cavetown 2.0 (I FUKICNG HATEE CAVETOWN SO FUCKING MUCHH) and how deaftones and radiohead got really fucking popular and now pwoplw are boxing me in with those people (nothing against them) nad now im comsidered basic for liking radiohead and alex g and deaftines 

i hat how i constanstly have to police what i do or say and that i constantly have to walk on eggshells 

i hate how shallow and consumerist and judgmental people are now 

i have to take care of myself and my mental health and meditate but also go to school/work and get good grades/preform good on work but i also have to be pretty and havwe a skin care routine every morning and night but i also have to be smart and read books and educate myself oh and above all that you have to have a life and friends and you cant be a people pleaser but if you dont conform to my sensibilities and suck my dick constanly youre fucking asshole. oh also you have to go tpo the gym and be healthy and eat healthy oh but dont shove it in my face. Oh yea and you also need hobbies, imagine not having hobbies? if you dont have hobbies youre boring and have no personality. Oh and also have 8 hours of sleep and take care of youself HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT MUCH AND NOT GO INSANE??

HOW ARE THESE CONSIDERED THE "bare minimum" and requirment to be a good person 

like i dont have enough time and energy to do all that stuff and that makes me a "low vibration" perosn or whatever the fuck they say 

that makes me "not reached my full potential"
i guarantee you most of these fuckers dont have a life outside of the gym and their skincare routine and their fucking fashion stuff 

theres nothing wrong with going that stuff and taking care of your appearance 

theres nothing really wring with being shallow i just hate how pwople have this superiority complex because they take care of themselves 

like cool?? you have muscle

but that doesnt make you any better than me because i dont go to the gym 

anyways thats it for my rant sorry if this was messy i dont know how to put my thoughts and feelings into words 

anywasy bye