Dealing With Loneliness

I call this season in my life my alone season . For many years in my life I can honestly say I was afraid to be alone .Over the years I will do just about anything to not be alone that meant dealing with men who didn't value me or even deserve me . Going out with friends who were not really my friends. Masking my pain and hurt with Partying and Alcohol. It was until the year of 2020 I had a huge wake up call . 2020 I had hit rock bottom . It seem like my life had took a turn for the worse due to my careless decisions . In the mist of my prayers and cries each night I promise myself that if I overcome this I will change my life around completely . In the year of 2021 I have been alone. I cut off every man that meant no good in my life , every so call friend and sadly even some family members that were very toxic had been cut off .  During this lonely season I have learn so much about myself , I spend time with the good and bad that came with me . I face things that I have been running away from years. Some days I cry and question God on this lonely season I am and God always brought me back to the prayer that I pray many times which was to remove people or things that are not for me or not doing any good in my life. I been coming up with new hobbies and new things to do to help me with my loneliness . One of the things I been learning how to do is being okay with being alone. Some of my Goals are Going to the gym alone . Going to the movies alone . Going To dinner or maybe having a drink at nice bar alone . Enjoying and loving my own company until God place the right people in my life . I am working on being healthy so I can attract healthy people in my life . What are some ways you deal with loneliness ? Are you in your alone season as well ?