Being a system- changes of host

Having one person be your host for quite a long time, having them write and document so much, it is such a strange experience coming back to front yourself. Especially as a previous host. Seeing the differences in how you define yourself, what you look like, how the body has changed. 

I think having dedicated accounts is difficult, wanting to go in and change things on the profile to more match yourself, but is it how it is as a whole? How can one write something everyone is happy with?

Such an odd feeling living with others honestly. You come back, your hair is changed, your clothes are gone, your face looks different, the connections you forged have evolved or left, the aesthetics you held dear- the life you once had, are exchanged for another… 

like you are a time capsule that came to life and, it has objections.

Kind of a funny feeling. 

That is all for the blog. 

Remember to give a little today and find something small to appreciate.