im sick (again)

im home sick because my little sister was coughing all over me on thanksgiving so now i have to sit in this stupid bed and not drink my holy grain mountain dew (my mom got me a whole pack of 30 yesterday fucking awesome tell me about it) but i have to drink water instead and like hey i dont dislike water in fact i drink a bottle a day but sitting alone drinking water just makes me sad it feels like when i roleplay im drinking vodka so i dont wanna relaspe as bad.  have i mentioned im a recoverying alcholic? i dont think i have on this blog hi my name is vriska and im an alcholic!!1! like that one ronnie radke song you know the one...