Trigger warning ⚠️

Only one way outta here.

I don’t want to die but it’s getting harder to live

The only thing that seems to understand how I feel is this blade

That familiar blade that left me feeling burnt to the touch

Aching as I walk, pain circulating around my body 

This familiar feeling of pain and relief causing me discomfort throughout the day 

But comfort in the night as my thoughts continue to flow.

I’m still young but I’m still doing things I did when I was 16..

I hate this feeling, this pain but it’s the only reason I’m still not dead.

-MEMZ