luvvr

i’ve recently come to a realization that i love to pretend that i want to be in a relationship or that i want to have something with someone, but in reality i actually don’t. i’m so in love with the idea of being in a relationship that i forget its so tiring to be in one. i’ve thought about this because i’ve also realized a friend of mine has a crush on me. they’re nice, but i don’t like them like that. it doesn’t stop me however from imagining what could’ve been but in reality i’d be such a shitty girlfriend lololol 

if anything i should just stick to imaginary boys on the internet like 707 or jeff <3