Hey.

I started this blog because I want a space where I can write and share my thoughts openly without so many eyes as opposed to other social media sites. 

I start off by saying that I want my life to be better. I've gone through life luckily avoiding consequences or chalking them up in coincidence instead of my own doing. My goal is to graduate uni with an aerospace engineering degree, be fluent in Mandarin, have a fit body and compete in wu shu seriously, be a more stable person.

But of course, we need to start small. I am going to go outside and take my meds every day. I want to enjoy media critically and with substance. I'm tired of scrolling and watching. I'm going to study seriously. I want to live my life.

I want to talk to people. Not just on this site but irl. I don't have any irl friends currently. I want to walk up to people have nice conversations and make their day a bit better. I've never been in a relationship, never been a priority, I'm not going to force love in my life but I'm open to it. 

It's currently 1am, I'll write more tomorrow. You are so loved.