feeling blue

some days i'm fine but others not so much...i know it's normal to feel down but i hate, i wish i was better at school and had better grades i wish i was more pretty so that guys/girls would like me more i wish i was less shy so i could talk to more people i hate this feeling i don't get it, why can't i just be satisfied with what i have? why can't people like me more? why can't i be more pretty? why can't i be better in school? i ask myself thoses same questions every day and i can't seem to anwser them, maybe if i were dead none of this would matter i wouldn't compaire myself to others or be shy anymore, peacefull sleep forever... doesn't that sound nice?