Odd Time To Be Alive

As you all know, this past year has been chaotic. It feels like things are happening back to back and seemingly out of no where. Bad things happen in every year..but this year the events are all so big. Not only that but its even harder to stay afloat than it was before. Which happens every year. Everyone seems so dead in 2023. Loneliness and Mental health have been its worst. I feel so disconnected from my everyday life. I can barley remember/focus on what i was last doing. It been hard trying to keep motivation for working and being overall financially stable. Because this year's financially stable wont be the same as the next year. My feelings aside, genocides are happening currently and we still operate as if its just another day. We've become desensitized to hearing and seeing such things. I wish to live off the land and get away from a society, a country...that actively funds and promoted genocide. I want to stop working completely, but i need money to survive...to be able to live off the land alone. In all this confusion, chaos, and inhumanity that surrounds us daily. I wish clarity and strength for the people reading this and even for the people who scrolled past. Keep pushing and moving forward. Doubt and being unsure of yourself is normal..especially when things like this are happening. Help the needy and the dying, give to your communities whenever you can, and be kind to yourself. You and the rest of us are all trying to make it work. Im proud of you all, and i hope the storm clears soon!