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ugh sorry for being inactive i got trapped outside and got hypothermia -_-

and yes, i am aware nobody reads these.

i found my roommates stolen phone in cex, dont know if i mentioned last time, hes the only one who reads this, if youre reading this m8 you can reply to my texts now 

i have been admiring the moss growing by the window, it is nice

life is a bit annoying, i am ill, peeling off the dead layers of skin, puking, having all my friends leave me except those who have no choice, passing out and you know how it goes, yay! thats just how the start of a new season goes, i expect itll all be well soon

i assume im getting better if im typing this

stuff i did thats interesting?? umm...  throwing paper planes off the collapsing stairs going up the back of the abandoned co op, not really safe to walk up there anymore but i did, "oh yeahhh we will turn it into a maccies!!!!" people come over to assess, oh no! its a shithole thats falling apart, we cant be arsed demolishing it! yeah it just sits there, cool decoration for the car park

my friend lives in a cool place

so yeah, ive just been doing lots of stuff and also nothing , it depends when my last blog post was, i forgot

there is no beauty in suffering no matter how much anyone tries to make it that way sooo stop :P

they say not to let in people you dont trust but be real, is anyone trustworthy? all of us have done horrible acts and there is no way to change that

radios were cool before they were filled with ads broken by the occasional song by an industry plant,  i would rather listen to 10 hours of that stupid fucking wakey wines song

i had some humanity in me, if that makes sense, i dont know, one night i went to bed, woke up and had that snatched away, it wasnt caused by any sort of illness, the whole reason i got hypothermia is because i passed out in the field, really crazy

jigsaw puzzles dont interest me, sorry

microsoft defender antivirus did not find any threats since your last summary, BTW.

lately i have been going outside sometimes and sometimes i go to the shop and sometime i go to the field and sometimes i go all the way to the navy base and watch the helicopters

my whole perception of reality revolves around the tv that i lay down on the bed watching

i guess i still pay rent, i think

person called that i do not like so i threw my cell phone in the puddle and the screens gone a bit funny

you know whats funny? computers!

you know whats funny? radios!

you know whats funny? television!

you know whats funny? what i use as an ashtray, its real funny! youll shit yourself laughing!

you know whats funny? windows XP! that dumbass still uses it

you know whats funny? art! i dont understand most of it! its cool though.

you know whats funny? traffic lights.

my brain is a horrible case of cable management, all the wires are melted together at this point, if you even try to touch anything in there then fuck knows what will happen

think of the brightest and clearest shade of green and just remember thats its mine, belongs to me

carving stuff in trees is dumb

well... on the internet i have been doing nothing! yay! my roommate uses twitter, i do not, shit site

you know how it goes, if you peel off my skin you won't find any bones or flesh, there will be a little bit of blood and then a pure blinding light.

fun fact about all these blogs, i type each bit on a text document first and paste it, more calming, i know the keyboard shortcut for copy and paste yet never learnt the one for cutting which is amazing, maybe there is none, i could see why

they call me a TV head because my head is glued to that TV all day but i dont actually do that i just sit there DEAD, you really think id unironically watch "a place in the country" when that show has contributed to the DECAY OF MY COUNTY?

i could do the same thing over and over for my whole life and constantly think about how bored i am but i will always feel nostalgic for the past, even if it is yesterday.

take a wild fucking guess for question 4

at night i see light reflecting off everything yet i can never find the source

maybe it did do something to my wellbeing?

do you remember falling off your bike up that hill and getting your baggy jeans that were too long for you sopping wet? you had nice blue stripey socks on

everything has changed and we cant go back so stop fucking trying, this is a message we all need to hear

youve voided your warranty reading this far

you dont need to know if you will go to heaven, you wont, simple as

clingfilm isnt as cool as people think it is but you can hate me all you want

" may all your dreams come true yeah? love you. xox

may all your dreams come true yeah? love you x

may all your dreams come true yeah? x 

may all your dreams come true yeah?  "

Look! That is how you portray emotion over text!

you cant create something and hate it, not how it works

those pop flavoured chapsticks are cool i still use a few, right now im on sprite

yeah i got them from b and m 

no d and s

im on about the shop

my online friend has cool stickers on his ds lite, hes not on this site anymore

volcanos arent fun to think about 

cracked mirrors arent funny

i got my head slammed against one not long ago

pre cracked yeah wasnt that hard

oh but arent you pretty

god is in the radio waves go find him

go find him yeah

also ive got nothing left to type, really spitting out whatevers in my brain that i can actually say, im really forcing this post, i have to get something out so this is it