Hello. Having A Good Day Today?

It's been a month since I've last blogged. I've been doing ok. I'm just a little upset with my mom right now, but I'll get over it. It's probably selfish for me to say this but, I'm tired of people's empty promises. I haven't had the best week.. I'm just realizing that one of my friendships is toxic, it took me awhile to realize it, I'm trying my hardest to end it.

I've been trying to find motivation to write my book. I find myself, sitting in my room, sleeping or watching youtube most of the time. It's fall, and its constantly raining; I like it. The other day I found a dead bird in front of my window, poor little thing. I've lost a lot of weight and I gotten Lasik surgery. It's pretty nice not to have glasses! I had to hide my glasses so I would stop searching for them, lol.

Last night, I felt proud because I helped someone with anxiety (because I have really bad anxiety too) by explaining to them of ways that help me, not necessarily will help them but I just gave them advice on what I thought was helpful. 

Other than everything I've talked about above, I've been thinking a lot of what to do as a career. I want to go to school for Cosmetology; a school that's near my house. What I'm thinking is, I want to take both hair and makeup classes but if they only offer either one, then I'll take the makeup class because I want to do the SFX makeup stuff because if they teach me how to do hair, I'll only want to the dying part of it, but I already know that I have to do both cut and dye. I don't know what the school offers, I'll soon find out!

I've been lacking on a couple things ... more than a couple things actually. My relationship with my brother is getting better and better day by day, which makes me happy! There's more for me to talk about but I don't want to keep rambling on. I just wanted to update you on a few things. Anyways, I hope you had a great thanksgiving with friends and family! Have a good rest of your morning/afternoon/night! Please stay safe, goodnight. :)

(11/24/23) 7:25pm

Sincerely, Ember Onyx. <3