11.24.2024 "thinking about slimecicle"

oh god this is kind of embarassing for me but I'm going to continue a ramble that i started on discord that no ones awake to see

idk if anyone knows and i doubt anyone cares but charlie slimecicle has started wearing eyeliner a bit after he got his nails painted and he got his eyebrows threaded and he stopped wearing his glasses and he talked about how hes finally able to experiment with his looks because hes never realized he could do that before (or something along those lines)

and about how hes kind of dressed the same his entire life with the gaming tshirts and such. and i dont know really, something about this whole change is kind of endearing to me. im not saying charlie SHOULD change or anything because i absolutely love and adore him as is, but i guess what im getting at is im happy and proud of him for exploring!

also i am about 3 weeks behind on videos & streams and i am just now catching up so if anyone is reading and knows what im talking about please know that this is very new information for me lmao.

hes also been a hell of a lot chiller and comfortable on stream recently and its clear that he doesnt feel like he has to put on such a hyper persona of himself (not that his persona is exaggerated or anything, but u know how content creators do.) and its very lovely and god i love everything about charlie slimecicle

at some point he spoke about how he always gets so surprised whenever people mention his nerd stuff like jrwi and such and how they love it and its like. mr slimecicle thats me !!! dont get me wrong i love your minecraft stuff too but all of your content bangs, no matter what it is !!!

and to be clear i dont have like a celebrity(?) crush on him or anything i just think hes a genuinely cool guy who i love to see thrive !!

and its even like the little things that are so endearing to me like how he grows his own vegetables and fruits with his girlfrienddd and how she knits him thingsss and how they go visit goats and stuff idk i guess its because of how down to earth he feels ?? and like yeah hes friends w huge youtubers and shit but its never felt like he.. idk.. was forcing friendships to stay relevant? broski is just a lovely person and everyone enjoys his company !!

i saw a video recently of like a compilation of slimecicles friends just talking about how much of an absolute ray of sunshine and loveable person he is and its just.. aa.. to have people talk about you in such a positive light because of the impacts you've made on their lives or for simply being you is the goal and he inspires me so much to continue to be a kindhearted, fun, and silly person.

ONE MORE THING ONE MORE THING im editting this in last minute but i love his partner grace too shes so fucking silly and i love seeing her post her little slices of her life on twitter like she won a fucking award for growing the biggest watermelon ?? that might sound lame to u but oh my god thats so cool shut up

i feel like im sounding so fucking parasocial rn but its just the autism.. the hyperfixations.. this man has a grip on me 

okay if you read this far (0_0) thank u i love u