VENT (semi-serious)

Earlier this week I was blocked by a good friend of mine and yet to be honest... I don't know fully why is it because of what I said I only meant it as a joke and yet you do the exact same thing say the exact same thing and yet make it worse you could be giggling joking all day long and yet the second I say it I'm the bad guy? All I did was talk about how I felt towards my crush and your going to block me through EVERY SINGLE backup account I have I have several Google emails but this is fucking pathetic the way you look so afraid of someone who could do as much harm as a mosquito I don't get how bad it really was since all I did was speak of my crush and you know I get a bit manic and I may sound out of my mind most times.. EXPECT THAT IM A TRAUMATIZED TEEN TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENING TO ME AND WHY MY WORLD IS CRUMBLING AND YOUR MAKING IT WORSE distancing me away from you isn't helping its making it worse and I honestly can't anymore I really can't tell the difference between Janiyah and yo ass cause you do 2 much...and it makes me sad that you never pitied especially when I had a fair reason for being comforted and yet I never got it. It was always the others texting me if I was okay while you still not saying anything toe or caring about my mental or physical wellbeing so block me all u want u never cared in the first place.