11.23.2023 "oh shit its thanksgiving"

i just woke up  bluh . . 

i got up at like 1:30 pm and i was supposed to start thanksgiving dishes like 3 hours ago what da fuck !!! i also said that if i wasnt up in time then my sister could start it but shes still asleep ehat the fuuu uck

im actually kind of glad she isnt awake to start cooking because i really want to be the one to cook and for some reason im super weird about eating food made by other people. i dont think its poison or anything, it just makes me feel ick to even think about. (which also leads to me sometimes not being able to enjoy restaurants but thats a story for another day)

its so funny considering i dont even like most thanksgiving food so i wont even eat any of it besides two dishes, greenbean casserole and pumpkin pie. we couldn't afford too much so we got the tinest ham known to man, greenbean casserole, pie, and i believe cornbread dressing.

i dont eat pork and i really wish we had a turkey but i think they were sold out or we couldn't afford it, haha. i really wish we had macaroni n cheese, and yams .. aaggaaagga :(

... I'm sitting here writing this blog post instead of actually cooking anything let me post this shit rq ill edit it later lmao

im a professional rambler from yapsville and i couldn't even finish my initial blog post that im still working on because i wouldnt stop rambling/going off topic !!!

(im cooking everything by myself, send help, send gordon ramsey, send somebody!!!!)