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hey i wanted to show u my pants!!! they're black and red and they're a bootleg because there's no way I'm ever gonna b able to afford the real thing ._. and I haven't found anything similar while thrifting!! a new thrift store opened, it has an expensive side and a cheap side that is really really cheap, it has been amazing for getting random recycled fabrics and shorts n pants i can modify!! haven't found any cool t shirts or anything like that tho <_>
Also life has been so boooooooooooooooring!! i was gonna work on a lil project but..... idk i dont think it'll work, I needed some help from some other people, but they're busy with life and I'm not gonna pressure them to help me..... let's see what else........ oh yeah, sleep schedule has been a mess, I either go several days with barely getting any sleep or I sleep all day and night!! I have no idea how to have a proper sleep schedule at this point, and since we can't afford to keep seeing my psychiatrist im not sure what to do :P I also can't afford to get my blood tests (I need to get blood tests monthly because I take lithium) or a doctor or anything XD
oh and yeah we're all sick, my whole family T_T nothing big, just a cold but my brother, he is not doing so well... I know he'll be ok but yk, one still worries!
oh also I've still been drawing, I wanna finish two more before I make a post compiling all of them, so please wait for me :3 although drawing has slowed down, and i think i am entering another art hiatus soon ^-^; it deffo has something to do with my deteriorating mental health, but i got this, I'll be alright as long as I keep pushing through!!! or maybe I'll sleep away the days hehe >_<
that's all see ya!!! pictures of my pants below!! sorry the mirrow is so dirty, it's not mine, I was in someone else's house XD
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genuinely awesome pants !! i gotta find more good pants and stuff bc i just wear this same skirt basically every day ,_,
also about falling asleep ,smthn that helps me is like, taking a walk before i go to bed. depends on the area u live in, but late night walks are super calming and can help make u a little tired before trying to sleep. doesn't even take more than like, half an hour for a decent walk too
sadly my area is kind of dangerous at night because we live close to a stadium so thats not rly something I can do often, but sometimes I just straight up start working out at home til im tired enough (usually just jumping jacks and crunches cuz idk any other things i could do lol) to pass out all night long..... but when I can't sleep, I usually wake up like 3 hours later :[ it's annoying that it happens, but I'll try your advice anyways, I'll see if a family member is willing to go out with me so I'm more safe!!! oh and good luck finding nice pants!! i'd love to see what you find in the future!! :D I'll keep an eye out for bulletins and blogs from you ^-^
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