Obscure Marvel Yaoi Rambling : BLOG?

i dont touch my blog for almost a month and post this instead of art? Scandalous!!
Well don't blame me, I'm going through big emotions and this is the next easiest thing to do to crying (which I have already done.

so.. Cablepool! or Cable (aka Nathan Dayspring Aki'son - gesundheit - Summers) and Deadpool (merc with a mouth, wife with a knife, Wade W. Wilson) and their weird not platonic but not romantic relationship

Easiest way to sum it up and skip over the over analytical stuff that makes me go feral is enemies to lovers. But I hate simple easy to digest things!

cablepool will always be important to me , especially tumblr user sciderman's interpretation of wade being baffled at this probably literal incarnation of jesus being so interested in him, always coming back to him, to the point where it becomes a game that wade's losing. the idea of wade being so riddled in self-doubt that he can't help but expect that the people around him will leave, nathan never being an exception.

he's so love starved but he has no idea how to ask for it (who does honestly).

in the comics nate always inevitably has to leave, he always disappears. but they still somehow find each other again and again and a-fucking-gain but even that makes it worse for them because it hurts even more.

these panels make me ill why do you talk like youre married

the only thing you can count on is the blow lessening each time as it becomes more routine. Nate is Wade's rock, but nate isn't even made of stone. glass doesn't shatter, it splinters. ... and of course on top of this they fucking hate each other lmao

Nate's constantly a voice of reason to Wade, looking on and disapproving..

I like to think Nate knows it's weird love, a bit odd, queer even. The guy has seen the future maybe he knows about the one where they have plot relevant relations.

I don't think Wade knows.

Or at least he's significantly less aware of it, or straight up stubborn (bratty much?)

Wade is very, very sad. Even in the 2012 run where he was kind of surrounded by love, he doesn't let himself feel it. Not until the very (in my opinion, bogus) end.

I don't have much to say about them. They make me happy but they make me cry a lot more. I haven't touched a Cable comic to be completely honest, reading their team-up comics is only a maybe. I just enjoy what I'm perceiving, even if what I take away from it means nothing at all.

As a closing, here's a few Fionna Apple lyrics I think fit Wade (and maybe Nate)

"He said it's all in your head, I said so's everything but he didn't get it."

"Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills; cause I know I'm a mess he don't want to clean up."

"Hunger hurts, but starving works when it costs too much to love."

That's all. I think this is the most organized my thoughts have been in a long while. If you've read this much, thank you :)

Maybe I'll do more proper blog entries.

- Squee, Nov 23, 10:08 pm

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