crush

i am so desperate to have a crush in school now? i actually had a previous crush literally head over heels, we ended up going on a date actually!! (dream come true :DD) but it didn’t work out. and i’ve realized that this dude made my college experience so fun cause just seeing them would make my entire day or week. But now the crush feelings are gone, so heading to school is so boring now! there’s nothing to look forward to!! what am i supposed to do now? get an education??? lololol