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Hiya! My name online is Sorrow, though you can also call me Nocti (as in the Latin prefix for "night" in English). I also went by Melchior on Neocities some time ago. I'm a gamer, writer, and aspiring lay scholar on religious matters. A large portion of this site will be dedicated to my eventual conversion to Judaism, which may take multiple years to complete. 

If you read my "About Me" section, you probably also saw that I'm transgender. I've been on cross-sex hormones for almost a year now, and I love every second of it! I thank G-d everyday for giving me the strength and perseverance to start this journey for myself, even if it drove my biological family to—essentially—disown me. Nowadays, I linger around internet spaces to, hopefully, meet some friends and find community. 

Regarding my gender identity, I define myself as non-binary and/or agender. In truth, these labels serve more as guideposts than actual signifiers of who and what I am. I don’t feel like I have an inherent sense of gender like other people do, but I often engage with gender when it suits me. I dress pretty androgynously most of the time; however, I am fine with masculine and feminine styles as well. In truth, I am kind of an enigma to myself. 

I am a nerd. What can I even say? I've spent the better half of my life on the internet, and I wouldn't trade it—or, at least most of it—for the world. Unfortunately, I find the mental fetters of modern social media unbearable. From chasing after that ever-constant dopamine rush to mindlessly consuming content, I just can’t take it anymore. I need something that’ll revitalize my creativity, which is why I decided to start this little blog. Hopefully, I’ll continue to update it till I can’t anymore. 

I hope you enjoy your stay in my humble abode! (づ￣ ³￣)づ Even though it’s a virtual space, I want to make it as welcoming and friendly as possible for everyone. So please, feel free to chat with me whenever!!! Thank u ♡

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